| how much is enough? |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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Wow, i just had an epiphany right now. Why do we have online journals? And how many do we own? I was just surfing through my regular websites when i realized that many of my friends have accounts on most of the online blogging servers. Xanga, LJ, My Space, Friendster...the list goes on. What i'm asking is how much is enough? Do we REALLY need 10 blogging servers to announce to the world of our lives? I personally think it is ridiculous to own more than one account of a blogging service. Why do people do it? I used to own a blog drive account, but that was the only one until i decided to change my ways. Is it that they just got tired of it? Or that they have enough viewers or something? I dunno. I just felt pensive today.
Well in engish today, i had to write another freakin essay. Mr. Little Bertha really is a big fat meany!! And the Chocolate War... getting tired of reading that book too. It is a really good book, just i don't enjoy him reading it to us all the time. His voice gets kind of annoying... |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|09:43 pm] |
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| | Babae Po Ako | ] |
I wanted to post some lyrics because this song has been stuck in my mind all day.
Oh and yes this banner is the best!
BABAE PO AKO
Tuesday Vargas
girlaloo...girlaloo...girlaloo...laloo...laloo
babae po ako
mali ka diyan sa inaakala mo
babae po ako
hindi ako clone
lalong 'di likha ng 'yong ilushown
babae po ako
pag nakatagilid, tingin mo lang ako'y otap
porke ba bumper ko'y small lang ang sukat
babae po ako... no no no
babae po ako!!!
di ako bakla ... klah klah klah klah klah
di ako shokla ... klah klah klah klah klah
nililinlang ka lang ng 'yong paningin
babae po ako! (so, so, so sweet)
di ako bakla ... klah klah klah klah klah
di ako shokla ... klah klah klah klah klah
babae po ako, wish ko lang
para wala nang paliwanagan
babae po ako
trip mo ba ang subukan pa ako
babae po ako
ang hugis ko'y coke
at hindi ako "salamat po doc"
pini-period period period
kung 'yong titingnan
parang may sikong apat
na iba-iba lang ang kinalalagyan
babae po ako (sure na sure ako)
babae po ako!!
**NOTE**
Major assignment due tomorrow in anatomy, but my group didn't send me any info on their parts! Except Krissy..... But what are we...what am i going to do? Now way am i saying up all night waiting for them. They better have a good excuse for this. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
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| | southside by lloyd | ] |
I have just returned from my college assesment test. I was really nervous about that when i woke up this morning. The schedule was Essay, and 2 sections of english and comprehension. Then the math test. from 8:30 until 12:30. Most of the people who took the test left around 11:00 or somewhere near that time. I was the last person to finish the test. I took the trigonomery/calculas test. I wish i didn't. I have a feeling i did really horrible. There was only two people taking t/c test. I should have taken the algerbra2 test, but i wanted to challenge myself. I knew that i don't know trig very well, but i took it anyway. I hope i did alright. |
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| new friend |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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ako made a bago kaibigan. kanya pangalanan ay palisin ang alikabok. siya ay a filipino din , pagayon ako hulaan atipan ng pawid gawin kanya akin tao kababayan. kanya pangalanan ay Dustin. ako met kanya di akin mag-aral salas ipareho ng uri. siya asked dahil sa tumulong sa kanya math homwork , pagayon ay sinusulat ang magiliw tao ako ay , ako tumulong kanya. ngayon siya tago kasabihan atipan ng pawid i'm a kumirot tao makatarungan sapagka't ako malaman kaunti math. di katunayan , ako ay isa karaniwan estudyante di math. ako lagi gumawa maralita sa subukin. ako ay tunay maligaya atipan ng pawid ako met kanya ito taon. ako maaari sabihin tayo ay pag-alis sa maaari malaki pagkakaibigan. katawa-tawa bagay , kanya pagkakaibigan tago isipin atipan ng pawid i'm kanya girlfriend. atipan ng pawid ay tunay katawa-tawa. ako don't malaman marami buongpaligid kanya pa , datapuwa't kanya kapanganakan ay bukas , pagayon maligaya kapanganakan Dustin! siya tila maibigan a mabuti tao.
Tomorrow i have an assesment test for college. I hope i do alright. I have to pass a math test and write an essay. I hope i do well in both |
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| Things that say too much about me. aka, a survey |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|07:49 pm] |
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Basic Survey [ 87 questions] | Created by PinkEtnies and taken 15225 times on bzoink! | | ** basics ** | | Name: | Darlene | | Nickname: | Darling, Darri, D, Icy, Giggles | | Location: | California | | Gender: | Female | | Birthplace: | Germany | | Birthstone: | topaz | | Birthday: | November 11 | | Sign: | Scorpio/Rabbit | | Righty or Lefty: | Lefty baby! | | Screenname: | rosemary | | ** your looks ** | | Height: | 5'1" | | Weight: | 155 lbs | | Shoe size: | 7 and one half | | Hair Color: | black | | Hair Length: | shoulder | | Eye Color: | brown | | Size: | ??? | | Glasses: | yes | | Braces: | no | | Piercings: | just the ears | | Tattoos: | no | | ** fashion ** | | Where do you shop: | fashion bug | | What do you usually wear: | denim jeans, jacket and red shirt | | What kind of shoes do you wear: | sketchers | | Do you wear a watch: | yes | | Color you never wear: | i wear them all | | Color you wear at least once a week: | red | | Something you wear everyday: | my diamond earrings | | Do you wear make up everyday: | no | | Make up essential: | eye liner | | Most cherished piece of clothing: | my scarf | | You wouldn't be caught dead wearing: | poca dotted dress | | Do you wear belts: | yes | | Do you wear hats: | no | | How many pairs of shoes do you have: | 8 | | ** music ** | | Favorite kind of music: | asian pop, r&b, trance | | Least Favorite: | country | | How many CD's do you have: | 25 | | Last CD you bought: | Jin: The rest is History | | Whats in your CD player right now: | Jin: The rest is History | | Do you download music: | yes | | ** Favorites ** | | Color: | red, green | | Number: | 9 | | Season: | fall | | Ice cream: | rocky road | | Website: | a lot | | Quote: | I'm only laughing on the inside. My smile is just skin deep. If you see inside i'm really crying, you might join me for a weep. | | Store: | American Antiques | | Band: | ... | | Singer: | Boa, Usher | | Rapper: | Ludacris | | Group: | | | Song: | Heaven By Your Side, Deep in my Heart | | Movie: | Lamada: The Forbidden Dance | | Actor: | Steven Segal/ Jackie Chan | | Actress: | Reese Witherspoon | | Kind of movies: | action | | Place to be: | In my bed | | Time of day: | mid morning | | Clothing Brand: | none | | Animal: | none | | Food: | adobo chicken | | Holiday: | halloween | | Shape: | spiral | | Restaraunt: | Basil | | Fast food place: | In and Out burger | | Boy's name: | Oliver | | Girl's name: | Gwen | | Word: | yo | | Month: | november | | Candy: | hershey's almond | | ** love and relationships ** | | Sexual Preference: | straight | | Boyfriend or Girlfriend: | CJ | | Crush: | ... | | Do you believe in love at first sight: | no | | What do you look for in a guy/girl: | does he make me laugh? | | Best physical feature: | eyes, smile | | Best hair color: | black | | Best eye color: | brown | | ** randoms ** | | Do you paint your nails: | yes | | What color is your tooth brush: | gray and pink | | What's on your desktop: | my nephews and neice | | Do you like roller coasters: | yes | | Do you do drugs: | no | | Are you a virgin: | yes | | Do you have any pets: | no | | What time do you go to sleep: | 10 pm | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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| back from SJ |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
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| | Never No Never by DnH | ] |
I'm back from SJ. First to say, Happy 14 birthday Arlo! Hope you had a good time at your party yesterday. I'm glad i went to SJ. it was a 3 hour drive, but i fell asleep for half the way. I saw a whole bunch of people i haven't seen in a long time. Like kuya Arvin, kuya Marvin, Reggie, Pinky, Nathen, Huburt, LR, Jonjet and a couple of other cousins that i forgot the names of. eveyone is so older now. When i looked at Jonjet for example, i didn't recognize him. I remember him being 5 years old jumping in a jump house at his birthday party trying to wrestle everybody. Now he is all older. Well of course people gets older when the years pass on, but i just don't see them often like i already said before.
It was good seeing kuya Arvin and Marvin again. They are both college students, c.c. though. kuya Arvin hair is still long. He looks so cute with his hair long like that. I can say that he's cute, because he IS my cousin. And its good to know that he is still going out with his girlfriend. Ummm we spent the night at their house. Reggie came by around 6. It was Arlo's B-day party, so naturaly his friends came over. The boys played x box the whole night. Mostly playing Halo 2 and WWF smack down. My dad and the uncles were in the garage drinking and singing karaoke, as always. Then the aunties, were inside the house watching old videos of past parties. Arlo got lots of money envelopes, and i think he got at least 200 dollars yesterday.
He got a new system. A nintendo DS i think. Came with the game, metron. I suck at that game. I was never really good at video games anyway. But there was nothing else for me to do. I played Halo 2 like once and i just totally gave up. Then later on, Reggie and i switched on the tv and watched Rave Master and then Mortal Kombat: Annliation. I didn't see Christa or Jehan, but i knew i wouldn't. They live all the way down south. They wouldn't drive all the way to SJ for one night. But i had fun non the less.
The way back was long, because i couldn't sleep. I had to watch my dad so he wouldn't fall asleep at the wheel. Came home at 1:00pm and just chilled. Thats all for my day. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2005|10:41 pm] |
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I haven't written in here for a while now. That's because i really didn't want to. Ummm finals have been over for about 2 weeks now. Here are my results.
Antmy/Physology= A
Trig prt 1= F
Trig prt 2= C
PAB= B
Econ= B
English= A
Not bad for me. I did as what i expected to do, no suprise. I have been so caught up in studying my trig/analysis, that i feel like my brain is fried. I want to do better this semester than the first one. I have been starting to work out again. Wow i haven't been working out in a long time, so the first step is to take it easy. Acne sucks big time. My face is full of pimples that it just pisses me off. The other day, when i was sleeping there wasn't any blemeshes on my chin or anything, but then when i wake up and look in the mirror, there it is. A big bite, or pimple or something on my chin. I really think something bit me while i was sleeping. I got another eye doctor app. on monday. OH and monday is my friends birthday. She is turning 16, so hurrah for her. She still hasn't made any plans for her birthday though. Bummer. I was going to buy her a gift today, but i forgot to ask my dad.
I"m going to SJ again. My uncle is having a party over there, so naturally my family gets to go. At least i get to to this time. Last time i didn't get to go, and i was stuck at home without seeing my cousins fora long time. Things have changed between my cousins and i. Its nothing bad of course. Its just, i realized i don't know much about them. I know Jay wants to be a dential assis. and Krista wants to be a nurse, but i miss being around them. To think i only knew them for 4 years. I only get to see them twice a year even that. And i don't even have my DL yet, so i'm stuck here at home. I really should get going on that. Procrastination isn't very good.
I have not bought a year book. Stupid of me right? I have gone to my highschool for 4 years and i never bought a year book. Now that i'm a senior, i still didn't buy one. What is up with me? I have been pulling away from the social gatherings that my friends have set up like every weekend. I get kind of tired spending money on movies and pizza every weekend. I think its also having to do with the fact that i live out of town. I"m just blah right now. |
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| lots of stuff |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|01:44 pm] |
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| | I Don't Want To Miss A Thing | ] |
A lot of stuff has been going on with me but i have been too lazy to post it. Well first off i have a boyfriend. His name is CJ. We went on our first date on October 22. It was a double date with Wesley and Lorena. We went to an Italian restaurant called Busis's and we went to SLO to a drive-in movie. It was one of the most funnist time i had. Not a lot of people like CJ though. A number of friends have complaints against him. That doesn't matter to me though. They can have their opinions of him. That doesn't matter. He actually asked me to be his girlfriend on November 2. Now we have a long distance relationship. You see, he is in the Air Force stationed in Korea. We e-mail each other often and he calls whenever he can. I miss him. He sent me a birthday presant. My birthday was on the 11, and i got it on the 15. That was fast shipping. He sent me a blanket that is blue and white and flower patterned. It is so beautiful. I still can't believe he sent me something like that.
I had a last minute party for my birthday. I invited 10 girls, and only 4 could come. I was a little sad about that, but i still had a blast. It was a karaoke night party. I got all my friends to sing karaoke. That was a hard feat. We had spaghetti, cake, ice cream, chips, salad, and fruits. Chocolate covered strawberries...yummm. We played LOTR triva game and we watched Fruits Basket #4. I cried when i watched it.
I finally am raising my grade in trig from a D to a C. I am doing a little better on my tests, but not much. Anatomy is still difficult for me. We are currently learning about the anatomy and physiology of bones. I dropped my grade from a B to a C.
I have been displacing my feelings very often. I just realized that i was taking out my anger on things that have no correlation to my anger. Mostly to my little cousins and a selected few of my friends. I have no idea what i'm angry about, and it's bugging me. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2004|07:46 pm] |
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| | Listen to my heart | ] |
This week went really slow for me for some reason. My friend let me borrow her Fruits Basket DVD's. I cried at some parts it was just so sad. Anatomy and Physiology is still confusing for me, i'm still failing my trig class and as for college, choosing is hard. I got called in to see about my applications for college, which i did not do yet. I still have time though. The period ends on November 30th. This year i'm buying a yearbook. I did not buy one yet. Econ is easy, mainly due to the teacher and english is challenging. I wrote an essay two weeks ago. I thought i did really bad, but when i got it back, he gave me a 400/500. I was so relieved. I've learned that i'm pretty clueless. There is this whole love triangle in my group going on and i didn't even know it. Maybe its because i don't spend enough time with my friends and just talking to them. I live far away and that just cuts off communication. Everyone lives together and they spend a lot of time together. I haven't been spending a lot of time with my other friends either. Crystal is one of my good friends, but we just drifted. She hangs with other people and thats great, but i sometimes miss her. This one girl in my group, she really bugs the hell out of me. The way she walks the way she talks, how she brags all the time about anime, ohh it makes me mad. I don't know why, she is a good person but something just makes me mad at her. The end of the first quarter is going to be over soon and so far its going good except trig. I'm going to Caroline's birthday party this saturday. She's going to be 18. I would have thought she would have a Debu, but i guess not. When i have my 18th birthday, i'm going to have a Debu. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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| | On Bended Knee | ] |
Today i had a chapter test in my trig class. I already have a D in that class, and quarter grades are due soon. I wish i never took this class. It will not help my application if i fail my trig course. To top it off, i have this unit problem due, and it is hard. Well i had some help, but i still can't figure out how to finish it. I loathe trig. The econ test was not that hard today. Well it never is hard. Kung, the guy who sat next to me today, i think copied off my test. I'm not sure, but i think so. OH i turned in my senior picture in today with my qoute "Kindness is in our power, even when fondness is not". I try to live by that qoute, but sometimes it is hard.
My friend CJ came by the school today. I haven't seen him in a year! I was so happy! Some of my friends don't really like him, Ok most of my friends don't really like him. They have this bad history with CJ. My friends are entitled to their own opinions, so it doesn't really bother me that they don't like him as much. CJ joined the Air Force and was in Korea for a few months. I didn't realize i missed him so much. I don't have feelings for him or anything, but i just miss talking to him. We aren't that close, but he is still my friend. Makes me think of Yetlancy and what she is up to. And Sara also. All my friends that grew close to me, went away, and now i don't know if we 'click' anymore. I really miss Sara! Truly i haven't been calling to check, but i'm kinda scared.
I have watched episodes 1-12 of Fruits Basket. I really like that anime. One of my friends is kinda obsessed with it. I also watched Card Captors the movie yesterday also. That was kinda strange the monster just disappeared by herself with out much fighing. |
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| why? |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|02:48 pm] |
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Why do parents put so much stress on their children? My dad said to me that he was worried about me being alone by myself. He doesn't think i can take care of myself, that i have to depend on people all the time. I don't have a close relationship with my parents like some of my other friends do. I knew this since forever. He didn't show me much affection when i was little, so i grew up like this. My mother is being totally hormornal. It must be her medication. She is fighting everyone but my ate shirley, and i bet that's because she's pregnant. I really don't like my mom right now. She says she wants to change her behavior. Did you know, that she had a breakdown 3 weeks ago? It was on the way to church and she was yelling at me to get my nephew's juice bottle from the top of the car. I couldn't find it and first and then she starts saying stupid! why don't you pay attention... then she starts crying about how she is always mean to me. She even thinks i hate her. Well maybe i do sometimes... but then she gets all emotional.... Now she expects me to abide by her rules all the time. I do, but she just doesn't see it. She only sees what i don't do. I hate that. |
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|01:07 pm] |
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Today i make my first entry. I just seem to be angry at something for some reason. Maybe it's my dad telling me to have common sense everday, that i ignore my house chores and do what ever i pleased. Maybe its my mother telling me to open up to her. She thinks i hate her. Maybe its some of my friends that are just being too indecisive. Not all my friends are pissing me off, but there are just some people that just i can't handle right now.
There is currently 10 people living in my house. 4 are my mom,dad,grandma and myself. 2 are my brother and his girlfriend, and 4 are my dad's cousins. My ate Shirley, kuya Eddie and their children, Gladys and Nicole. For me, that is a lot of people and to top it off, they are messy. My mom hates mess in her house, so naturally i have to clean after the children all the time. The kids don't listen to me. Completely stubborn they are.
I absolutely hate my anatomy/physiology class. I don't learn anything. Now i'm complaining about the way my teacher teaches. I just don't understand what she is trying to explain to the class. I even told her about it, and when she tries to make it simplier, she makes it even harder.
I currently have 'The meanest teacher in California' for my english teacher. He even has a trophy and everything. Well i kind of like his class, i learned more from him in 5 weeks than i ever learned in 2 years from my other english teacher. He makes really stupid jokes all the time about stoning people, and kids being killed by buses... and then he goes on and being serious and it kinda freaks me out. When he gets serious, i feel like he's yelling at me.
Chocolate, i have a craving for chocolate right now, i really want it, but i cannot find anyone who is selling it. |
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